Do you feel like dying all the time? Not the physical self, but pushing closer toward the destination? I guess it is evolving while still living.
If you think about it we want to be more spirit like – connected– in touch with it. What do you think will happen to each of us? Like going to our destination one day.
There is more to life than just the physical, if you can learn to see it. Many people are into Buddhism because Buddha is at peace, just meditating – nothing wrong with that! Meditation is accepted a lot more than years ago. What else is there? Maybe it is getting better. Very slowly though…but it will last because we die alone and everyone knows it. You might as well get to know the one you’re going with, and that’s YOU!
When you are at peace you can make things happen. You intend a nexperience, and then you look at it. There are lots of experiences out there. Pick a good one and look at it. Being at peace and letting go is a good start to manifest it.